Need to get used to this...

I need to get used to blogging. I hit up Instagram everyday, but journal like blogging is still new to me. Let's see...what's new...

Hit 266 on 4/11
Showed 269 this morning

PMS sucks, my appetite is insatiable the entire week before my period. I am fighting to behave today after a horrible 4 days this week. I know a lot is carb bloat and will go away with drinking water, but it's still depressing.

Exercise this week...

Gwen (my 4 year old) and I did 1.8 miles on Wednesday night and 1.9 miles last night. Going to take a break tonight as were are both a bit sore.

Normally I try to stay under 1,000 kcal per day but this week looked like:

Mon - 2,050
Tues - 2,590
Wed - 1,985
Thurs - 3,970

If I use a generic calculation at 266 lbs I would need 2,282 to maintain my weight and in total I was only 1,467 calories over which shouldnt even be half a pound up. Makes me hope that if I get enough water in me I will lose all but half a pound because I am meticulous about weighing everything I eat. Even when I binged I calculated it, which was easy because we buy all individual packaged so I know how much I ate.

I just wish it would come off at least half as easy as it went on. I'm very grateful to not be 293 lbs anymore, but dont feel any different at 269 (or even at 266). I would love to be in One-derland before my business trip in September, but I would settle for being in the two-teens.

Anywho, just thought I would give all ZERO of my readers an update on my life. No pics since this is a mobile post. Have a great day and we will "talk" soon.